The journey from there to here

Well, this article's going to be a little less focused than others, so the title's a tad generic (unless I am later inspired, so disregard this sentence if that's the case). I hope the lack of a catchy title doesn't keep readers from checking it out, though.

It's been a long week, to say the least. It started on Sunday, when we waited for refugees that Amarillo was flying in and stated the need to house. After receiving fewer than the promised number of regugees, however, they recanted, as I've previously blogged, and the refugees continue to be housed in those money generating facilities such as the Amarillo Civic Center and the Astrodome (after all, fundraiser's aren't NEARLY as effective if you show a family enjoying small town life with a loving family, rather than lined up in a food line at a facility housing 50,000 folks). From Tuesday through Wednesday afternoon, you know much of the story. I contacted TexasWahine, as I was unsure how long it would be until I was online, and she blogged the pertinent information for us. On Tuesday night, I was threatened to be run out of town for bringing in the refugees. Tuesday night through Wednesday were pretty trying.

On Wednesday night, we discussed the matter at church, and more of the individuals in town began to express some level of solidarity with what we're trying to do. This is a great town, and the number of good people here FAR outweighs the number of bad, as the days intervening have shown. But for a day, it looked as if I would have to keep this ball rolling on my own, if I wanted to see something done. Wednesday was a day of calling bureaucrat after bureaucrat, only to get nowhere.

On Thursday afternoon, Texas' mother called (for those uninformed, we're buying the house Texas grew up in). She gave us information on the situation in Houston, and told us of some possible opportunities where we could help. Seems some of the evacuees had moved into hotels and now, without jobs, their money's drying up. They haven't received FEMA checks to help with their housing, and don't qualify to be housed in the Astrodome. I'm thinking, as she thought, that that's an area where we could help.

I've been asked by several in town if I could just specifically request WHITE refugees, because they think the town would accept that better. See, here's the problem. That's called "discrimination" (REAL discrimination, not the Jesse Jackson brand of it), and I won't have my name associated with it. It also would DISQUALIFY us from being able to accept refugees, a fact of which many of these individuals seem completely ignorant.

Friday night, I relaxed at a football game and enjoyed a few cheeseburgers. It has been a long week, and I'm going to have SOME semblance of a weekend!

(As a sidenote to certain individuals who feel like I'll be a Republican if I ever make it rich...if I was trying to make it rich, I picked a crappy way to do it!)


Comments
on Sep 11, 2005
Glad this is still on and to me u just proved u did not even think of turning Republican in the future, either. And I like most Republicans here whom I dont think are racist automatically. See you fighting against a vicious circle in ur town. Hope one day there will be more acceptance of minorities if someone has the courage to make a start like u. We know it is painful for everyone involved. Although shocked when meeting the KuKlux clan in Alabama in the 90s, even being poor my way out seems to be arguing more republican than democratic publicly, which is not the path of least resistance. Democracy gets more effective for me when applied to daily concrete helpful deeds like u are up/in to. Thanks LW for getting TexasW back, a concrete help measure inside the site. Not long ago I was fighting for getting people like you back who were about to leave which I am having less time and morale for lately while boosting other peoples New Orleans skins on other sites, sidetrack or not, have to zip comments on several topics into 1 when meeting right people due to time constraints. Gideons been so productive on such a high level, me dont think him proving point, without implying u are unproductive, LW. Ill just watch around a bit here and there these days commenting less when reading, saves time, may help more. Not much to do in Germany without much money, help organisations waste a lot of that. People like that city of G`s, even if racist, seem a bit more effective than many organisations. And there are more citys with a different structure. But there should neither be a problem caused by caucasian ghetto overpower nor due to lumping other minorities elsewhere, that dont make black or white people do the right things for themselves in long term thinking.

My question the answer to which would help to decide whether democratic or republican rescue program approaches help disaster victims more is, which theoretical system has been abused more by the wrong individuals in the past, the conservative or the lets say social or socialist system, and that is hard to say. Democracy sounds so much nicer, whats the percentage of true democrats not just talking. Maybe thats what LW meant, im not sure. Aware of the fact conservatives are often corrupt, how do u democratically accumulate money to donate and also survive urselves?

Most popular liberal answer is U moron we dont need money for help. Those who think and apply that privately are right were exceptions but nice sounding phony idealists not really following their own phrases where we cant see them turned into such a majority of them I am prejudicious about that not because of age but so many cities and languages I have experienced this in. Anytime on some other points, their party is saying AND DOING better things though, this is not about parties in general. It is about help. True rhetorical class is saying dont support corrupt conservatives, either. Rhetorical class is INVISIBLE help. Choose ur bad sounding next favorite instead, that is help, even rhetorically. And STICK UP FOR IT, rhetorically + deedwise. If that does not seem a nice or successful process, THINK before continuing RHETORICALLY which might sometimes result in disappearing rhetorically. Whoever has never been forced to violate laws substantially themselves to survive have a hard time convincing me they know what will get keep getting poor people out of dire straits faster, even if they sound better than me, still see so many left wing etats sinking because of abuse, right ones 2, but what do to? How measly has your life really been before? Am I misjudging you because I dont know you yet? What proves u are my exception? How will my exception become a rule if most of you go on like this? As far as help is concerned.

Thanks to exception Gideon for working, going to a church that could really do something non monetary, and eating a hamburger so u can keep on helping. Ill have one so I can keep on being passive.

2 more things are in my mind, do I belong on terpfans have the last word thread or do the starters of New O. articles belong there. U are not out for points, only a forum post under the right section not even titled anything like that. So you dont. Then I see Trudy feeling she was a thread killer. That cant be, either, so I was still hoping it could be a browser effect depending on login/out constellations of 3 interlinked sites of mine hard to separate. Ju seemed coherent with WC even before I had links. Oh, well.

Another thing is, how is person trying to get rich fast these days, typically. U are right, on the net, a lot already exists, especially blogging in opposite to indirectly skin related tools or such which might generate more, after years u might be one the exceptions that do exist not taking a loss. I think getting rich these days always is an exception involving hard work for a long time. U have been blogging well for a long time. That is also work. Hmmmhh. Even dangerous and risky attempts to get rich fast or rich at all have been overprobed lately. On the other hand, there still are people finding niches. That was not what you were trying to do. Filling quality gaps is a niche but not a big one, u do offer exceptional quality. Maybe someone just needs to get me out of this completely by making me rich, I dont think I am trying the right way, either by writing this.
on Sep 11, 2005
I wonder if Little Whip isn't right to a point. Why drag people already victimized into a place where they will be made to feel unwelcome. Do you really want to see these people brought in to be shunned or insulted? They aren't going to be living in your house 24/7 for months.

I'm not making the statement about your town in particular. I could name a hundred places that I wouldn't house black people for any reason. How would you feel if one of them decided to stand up to the racism and ended up hurt of killed?

It was people like you that did the most good during the civil rights era, Gid, but also go back and look at the pain, suffering and death where these conflicts were pressed. Maybe with Katrina we've already had enough pain, suffering, and death, and most certainly enough pitched race battles.
on Sep 13, 2005

Why drag people already victimized into a place where they will be made to feel unwelcome

First off, the good people in this community FAR outnumber the bad. Second, I've already considered everything both of you have to say and appreciate your thoughts.

But I'm not out to "prove a point". This isn't about ME; it's about a bunch of people who NEED a home. If I were out to prove a point, it would be another story entirely.

The number of people who have voiced strong objections to the refugees is a mere handful, even in our little town. The number of people who have voiced strong support is a slightly larger number. The majority of the people in this community have remained relatively silent, but their track record indicates they would more than welcome the families if they arrive.

The fact is, prejudice exists in every community in this country, if not on the planet. The fact that we live in a small community only makes it more evident. We do not combat bigotry by running scared, however; we combat it through the strength of our own character.