The journey from there to here
Published on September 7, 2004 By Gideon MacLeish In Current Events
Well, today marks 20 days without gainful employment. Homelessness is a very real, and very imminent possibility, although we haven't received the eviction notice yet (we have five business days after receipt of the eviction notice). I decided that it would be a good idea to go ahead and blog about my experience, that way I have a recoverable record for later writing purposes. This is NOT a "pity me" blog, it is a record of the facts for my own purposes, I just felt it appropriate to allow you to share.

I filed for unemployment on August 18, the day I was released from my job. I still have yet to receive final determination of my approval (I filed in Wisconsin, to preserve my benefits in Nevada in case I need them later). We bit the bullet and applied for TANF, but are still a ways from getting any cash benefits (we have food stamps, fortunately, so we won't starve). Nevada law requires 20 job searches per adult in the household, which means we need 40 between us, which has not been easy, as it's difficult to find 20 jobs in town that are hiring. And we don't have the money for the 60 mile drive to Vegas.

I counted up all our change yesterday, and it came to a total of $27.45. We desperately need some extra money, so I'm starting putting in 8-10 hours per day collecting cans off the roadside. So far, between the 2 hours we put in last night and the 3 I put in this morning, I've collected $9.14 ($8.64 in cans, one car battery and a nickel found on the roadside). Our late fees for rent are $10 a day and it costs me $2 in gas to get to a good spot to collect, so, we're about $2.84 short of the break even point (although I'm taking an "all or nothing" approach on the rent; I'm not paying the landlord everything I have only to end up broke AND homeless). I should make up the difference in my next excursion. My hope, at this point, is to raise up enough money that we can get one of those sleazy rent by the week motel rooms (it isn't much, but it's better than a homeless shelter). I can make about $50 a day at day labor, but can't work overtime, so I will try to put in 40 hours with one day labor place, and 15-20 with another. This should give us enough extra to move up in our living quarters by Christmas or shortly thereafter.

I'm hoping to find a generous soul in town willing to store our things until we can retrieve them. This way we don't go through the doubly devastating situation of losing everything we have. If we wind up unable to have internet access, I will attempt to update things at least weekly through library access.

We're still keeping a positive mental attitude, although it's very trying on the wife and kids.

One note to the reader: the next time someone tells them about the "milk and honey" lifestyle of the welfare system, please tell them they're full of shit for me, ok?

signing off,

Gideon MacLeish

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on Sep 08, 2004
Bless your heart, Gideon. I can't even imagine how stressful this must be for you. My dad is a Language Arts teacher, and he spent a year unemployed a bit back . . . the school he had worked with for many years began replacing the more tenured teachers with new college grads in order to save money, and he ended up jobless. Even with the "teacher shortage crisis" it took him a year to find another teaching job. He had been teaching for quite a while and was certified in many areas, and thus too expensive to hire. My parents made it through the year with unemployment benefits (his were actually fairly decent since they were based on a certain percentage of his teaching income), some substitute teaching income, and a bit of help from family, but they had to leave their home and many belongings behind. It was a very painful year for them, and of course they didn't have children to be concerned with. I am just incredibly sorry that you are going through this.
on Sep 08, 2004
well, texas, "we're holding our own" (my favorite ironic choice of words; the last radio transmission of the "Edmund Fitzgerald"), but I've decided if I'm going down I'm going down swinging.

Once we get the whole thing squared away, though, I'm going to start looking into auditioning for "Jeopardy"...all this useless trivia (the last words of the Fitz, fer cryin' out loud?) HAS to be good for something....lol
on Sep 08, 2004
well, texas, "we're holding our own" (my favorite ironic choice of words; the last radio transmission of the "Edmund Fitzgerald"), but I've decided if I'm going down I'm going down swinging.

Once we get the whole thing squared away, though, I'm going to start looking into auditioning for "Jeopardy"...all this useless trivia (the last words of the Fitz, fer cryin' out loud?) HAS to be good for something....lol


At least you still have your sense of humor...keep it , it will come in handy in these times. I think you know many people have your back.
on Sep 09, 2004
33 But a Samaritan, as he journeyed, came to where he was; and when he saw him, he had compassion, 34 and went to him and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine; then he set him on his own beast and brought him to an inn, and took care of him. 35 And the next day he took out two denarii and gave them to the innkeeper, saying, 'Take care of him; and whatever more you spend, I will repay you when I come back.'

Hey Gideon. I read some of your blog and I want to help. Just a short time ago I was thinking about how tough a time I was having. I think God has used you and your sitituation to remind me how good my life actually is right now. I have a job, a home, family, health, and peace of mind. I'm sending you some $$ via PayPal and I will try to send you some more next month. I'll be praying for you and your family as well.

21 And he said, "Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked shall I return; the LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD." 22 In all this Job did not sin or charge God with wrong.

on Sep 09, 2004
Gideon, I'm sorry for what you and your family are going through right now. It's not going to be easy, as you know. You just have to take it one day at a time. My family and I could write a book on what we went through and are going through and now consider ourselves lucky that both my husband and I are currently working, even if it's living paycheck to paycheck. We went through six months of living in a weekly hotel too and we made it our home and as comfortable as we could for our children. My husband also had to work at one of those day labor places doing jobs that he never thought he would have to in order to bring money home to his family. Its terrible when you need the help from the system that's supposed to be there to help you when you need it and they are not or they make it so hard for you to get the help you seek. Just keep praying and having faith in God who will take you through this period in your life. He's carried us through so much and we're still here kicking. Kids are resilient, they'll adjust because they know mom and dad are doing their best and one day you will get over that mountain. I'll keep you in my prayers.
on Sep 09, 2004
Oh, I didn't know that about TANF, Gideon.
on Sep 09, 2004
i hope this works out for you...i also hope you are being honest...becuase there are a lot of sickos out there....also. about the being "over qualified" for a fast food job or gas station..a little bit of talking to a manager..explaing your situation and you would of least be hired as a entry level food cook or attendant...making 5-7 dollars a hour..I know thats not much but at least 200-250 a week...which is a start...its possible..explain ur situation
on Sep 09, 2004
..a little bit of talking to a manager..explaing your situation and you would of least be hired as a entry level food cook or attendant...making 5-7 dollars a hour..I know thats not much but at least 200-250 a week...which is a start...its possible..explain ur situation


That assumes you get to talk to the manager. I'll take whatever I can make, trying to get into the donut shop at minimum wage at present.
on Sep 09, 2004
Gideon: You know, waiters and waitresses for The Big Texan in Amarillo, TX sometimes make as much as $70K/yr with tips and all . . . go Texas, baby! You'll never regret it!



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on Sep 09, 2004
Sorry to hear about your plight. If you do end up sleeping in your vehicle, I suggest strongly that you check to see what the local ordinances are.

Here in California, especially the OC, there are a lot of people living out of shopping carts, including entire families, who tried living out of a vehicle - or at least sleeping in one. In most cities hereabout, it's illegal, and the cops will arrest you and then have the vehicle towed. They particularly like to do this on Fridays, as you won't get out until your hearing on Monday, and by then the special city-approved tow yard has amassed fees which will be more than you can likely pay. And they go on amassing these fees, as in $75/day, with more every day, which is why most of these people lose their vehicle, and usually whatever is in it, and end up with the clothes on their backs, with whatever meager cash gone to pay the original fines.

Good luck on finding work. I may soon be joining you among the ranks of unemployed.

You might check out the local Catholic Worker Community, if there is one. In the U.S., they kind of specialize in feeding the homeless and finding shelter for families and jobs if possible. They don't discriminate on religion, either. A lot of atheists actually volunteer there.
on Sep 09, 2004
Sorry to hear about your plight. If you do end up sleeping in your vehicle, I suggest strongly that you check to see what the local ordinances are.


We are surrounded by tons of BLM land. You have 14 days on BLM land, then you have to move (we can move to more BLM land).

If we could procure a small motorhome, we can live in the parking lots of two of the local casinos for free. We just have to move when special events come to town (I dunno--to BLM land maybe?) lol

There are various Catholic charities in Vegas that don't discriminate, but we're really trying to avoid Vegas as the crime is HORRIBLE there.
on Sep 09, 2004
gideon, i don't know if it helps, but i'm sending you one of my special 'australian' hugs via 'the internet express'. .

you are an honourable man and your courage in times of trouble inspires me.

vanessa/mig XX
on Sep 11, 2004
mignuna,

Thanks, and yes, it does help. We'll get through this. My philosophy has always been to see life's experiences as learning experiences; you can take something positive away from everything (of course, you can take something negative away from everything as well, it's your choice).
on Sep 30, 2004
I haven't commented much (or at all?) on this series before, Gideon. Thank you for sharing it with me. As you said, it's not about numbers or statistics. It's a personal piece that brings this home. Once again, thanks.

Also, I did read your Fremont Street post, but I was in a hurry to get out of the office at the end of the day and didn't comment on anything I read at that time. I'll be remedying that soon enough.
on Dec 07, 2004
Hey when you low you'll never think you will be high again. And when you high youll never think youll be low
so let the sun be at you face and the winds at your back. YOu'll be flush before you know it.
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